Again...

I'm tired of the past smacking me upside the head. I know I was talking about going in circles before, but now it's done happened again. I won't get into specifics, but everything is entirely too coincidental. Except I have a choice. And I'm getting off this damn merry-go-round. This isn't a Mary Goes Round situation anymore. I've got my arms extended, my head to the sky, and I'm not focusing on those two specific people anymore. Of course the irony has me in hysterics. I remember several occasions where we'd have these "tiffs," and that my view of life going in circles was laughed at and thought naive. Amazing how we've traded views. Not that I don't believe in circles - I still do, but I prefer to walk away. I don't enjoy the spinning or the dizziness and confusion. See me cast my stone and hopscotch my way out, but I'm not going back. That time is over. I've forgiven, and you are forgotten.